Saturday, July 14, 2012

Lonely On Purpose

Sometimes I purposely post somewhere I'm sure almost no one will see. There are certain eyes I want to avoid...even though I still want my post to sort of be public. It's an interesting desire...one that cannot be easily explained.

I complicate even myself. Maybe what I really want is someone who cares enough to figure me out and help me figure myself out. Someone who really cares and who I can trust with anything...who wants to hear everything I have to say...and enjoys hearing it. Hears it without judgement and just stays with me, even after I've told them everything. I guess that's sort of too much to ask for.

I think I want that too much.

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